Nowadays
there is almost no general „clothing attire“ for all those different groups of
our time. Emo lovers sometimes look like goths, women look like men, kids like
adults, alternatives like hipsters, industrial goths like blue avatars out of
the movies, normal people are called metros, some get called Nazi, if the black
jeans are too tight. I only recognized two brown thinking people by listening
to their conversation. This is a try of repeating this acquaintance – with footnotes.
I took the
last train connection from Berlin to Bochum [1]. It is a silent and fast ICE
[2], which is whooshing through the night. Again I am sitting on a seat facing
backwards, because my luck just seems to reserve those. Why do I still reserve
a seat when the prizes just doubled for that? Right, yeah, otherwise I would
sit on the ground for almost four hours. Close to me there is a newly in love
couple [3]. I can only see his arm, though I can hear them purring at each
other very well. Cute, right?
When the
conductor entered the scene it became clear that those two (let’s call them Max
and Leni) did not have a ticket to ride this train, supposedly because they had
no time to get one. They paid 240euros for their tickets to Dortmund without a
twitch. I was a little astounded, since both did not look like they came from
money or made much, but that’s none of my business. If they had gotten the tickets
just before entering, it would have been 60euros cheaper [4].
The train
emptied suddenly about two hours before Dortmund. Next to my seating, a table
with four seats got available and before I could get myself to move, Max and
Leni switched there. I decided to rest my ridiculously tired eyes and tried to
sleep, since I also was not in the mood for watching a lovey dovey couple
cuddle right then and there. Max looked like the typical punk person with shiny
boots, whereas Leni was this usually shy and chocolate loving housewife in violet
[5]. They had pretty soothing voices. The dog of my seating buddy did not think
so, it periodically growled silently [6]. The love doves nestled down into each
other and he started talking about how he believes that they will have a
glorious future, because they have the same nationally thinking mind. I was
startled and thought I misheard. Now completely awake I took my sunglasses down
from my head and used them to shield my eyes from the glaring ICE lights –
trying to sleep again [7].
He is
gazing at her, she beams at him. Counterpointing, Leni talks now about how her ex-husband
was abusing here and her family was on his side of the story not believing her.
She had the worst childhood in this family and a weird band to them anyways.
Then they are interchanging birthday information. Max is thrilled telling that
his birthday is almost 100years later than the one of the Führer – Leni reasons
they must be meant for each other since her birthday is the 8th of
August [8]. Further, she says that her father will not approve Max [9], since
she was already called a Naziwhore on the phone. Max just laughs and replies
that this always [10] happens to him.
Suddenly
the conversation evolves to parenting. And, how the national sozialist in
general present and fullfill great family politics. His children must grow up
without the internet and without television They have to play in the woods. As
a perfect example he talks from a family of alike-minded people, whose children
may watch the news once a day and then discuss the content with their parents
afterwards. He thinks it is genius for the children to decide themselves, whom
to idolize and pretty amusing that the children are currently trying to
convince the parents to only worship the Führer [11] – even though the parents
prefer Heß [12]. In Max’ opinion, these children are growing up learning to be independent
from other opinions. He would wish the same for his offspring. Leni nods to
every word and does not even blink once being busy gazing at him. Also, tank
sciences, survival trainings in the woods, reading stellar constellations and weapon
knowledge became highly important for their future offspring [13].
Politically
they met each other at autocracy [14] being the one and only choice and needing
a new leader for all. Humans need rules without doubts or backfire. Today’s
brown concept of the “right” movement would be anyways the coolest overall
concept [15]. At this point they both claimed to be loyal to the NPD [16], even
though a brown minded clan was trying to pull Leni in [17]. Now I realized that
this day there was a demonstration of the NPD downtown, killing all traffic. A
short conversation pause was filled with a song for Adolf. I think the BDM [18]
could not have sung it better. The melody was not horrible – almost an ear worm
[19]. The lyrics however were turning my stomach upside down [20] and I do not
feel comfortable writing them down here. Accompanied by music I looked outside
the window. Everyone has been awfully quiet since Max and Leni took the
entertainment lead, looking as far away as everyone can.
Stopping in
Dortmund changed the scenery completely. Max and Leni left the field and the
ICE travelers all came back to life. When I got off one stop later it was
almost one in the morning and the empty city of Bochum was covered in orange
fog. A friend of mine would have commented this picture saying that horror
movies have started like this before.
[1]
Incredible 200km/h you are transported as if sitting in a plane. Usually runs
every hour and is pretty comfortable, if you are willing to spend the money…
that day I almost missed my connection, since there was a demonstration
downtown
[2] Inter
City Express
[3] If the
described couple recognizes themselves, please do not take it personal!
[4] But
maybe my southern german habits are breaking through, always wanting to plan
ahead and find the cheapest prizes.
[5] Colors
have meanings, right? Some might state violet is the color of sexually
frustrated women
[6] The dog’s
name is Nora. She is getting cozy with my shoe. Come to think of it, this was
the cutest thing happening on that train. Cuter than that lovey dovey couple.
[7] To my
fascination, the inner lights of an ICE train can really be as if you were a
deer in the front beams of a BMW. Plus it helps watching the couple if they
cannot see where your eyes go, true.
[8] Adolf
Hitler lived 1889-1945. The eighth letter in the alphabet is H. 88 was THE code
for HH = Heil Hitler, which was the greeting during the Führer’s reign.
[9] I’m on
the father’s side for being skeptical of this young fellow who is wearing
ripped camouflage clothing and neon green as well as neon pink shoelaces in his
polished boots. Polishing something sometimes does not take the bad aftertaste
away.
[10]
ALWAYS?
[11] I am
sitting there guessing that you JUST met. So children is your first serious
topic. Interesting. And it also makes me speechless. What I wrote down here is
just a fragment of detail that you put into those hours of talking and you
basically planned every step of your offspring’s childhood up to becoming an
adult. What if they fall in love with Marx? Or what if they find Judaism interesting?
What if they would want to convert to anything you disapprove of? What if they
have your ideology? What if they like different veggies than you?
[14] Autocracy
identifies forms of governments, where all power is in the hand of one leader
(the autocrat), being solely used by him. Source: Schubert,
Klaus/Martina Klein: Das Politiklexikon. 4. aktualisierte Auflage Bonn: Dietz
2006.
[15/16]
google NPD and see for yourself. Their concept is close to the NSDAP – putting family,
work and the own country to a highlight. Like all programs, it does have valid
points, but there are passages, which deals with having foreigners enter our
country and destroying the germans existence. They avoid using the word “race”,
because THAT would be just like the NSDAP. Supposedly all those foreigners were
invited to Germany without the approval of all germans. The aim of many germans
to move to another country is completely ignored and I am left wondering if
some only love the idea of the perfect family and their own country as opposed
to a world of peace!? Globally speaking, a family is a part of a country, a
country a part of one world!? I stopped researching this party since it made me
feel sick. If you want to know more, go ahead!
[17] She
mentioned their homepage, but my try to verify this got crushed by internet
censors, which speaks for itself.
[18] Bund
Deutscher Mädels was the pendant to the Hitlerjugend (HJ), both being the youth
organizations (female BDM, male HJ) of Adolf Hitler
[19] These
Ohrwurm things (ear worms?) are typical for hymns. The just seem to be stuck
inside your head and you can hear them all the time. Like a worm eating itself
into your ear. This can also be appointed to soccer hymns, which usually change
in lyrics very often. Sung text has been proven to be stuck in your head easier
than read text, since music is saved in a different spot of your brain than
text itself. This has often been used to manipulate people – here as well.
[20] These
lyrics were worshipping big shot Nazis and called for the fight at the front…
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